I think I Can
Sunday. Sunday is the day I’ve spent more than 12 weeks training for, anticipating and dreading . . . the Rt 66 Half Marathon in Tulsa.
I have to be honest, the injury in September shook me more than I wanted to admit to anyone. I was so sure of myself prior to it. I realize I was a little arrogant. Surely I couldn’t get hurt. Then I did. Not only was I off for three weeks, it was another three grueling weeks just easing back into running.
Before the stress fracture, running had become easy and familiar. My steps were light; I’d finally reached a good pace. I had my routine and my routes. I was sassy ya’ll. After recovering from the fracture and the boot, I found myself timid, regressed, not confident. Here I am just days from the race, and I know my foot is 110% healed. I am in great shape. My body can do this, but can my mind?
I’ve heard it said, and now I know it’s true that 80% of running and particularly racing is a head game. You’re competing against yourself. My inner dialogue is ridiculous. “I can do this. . . No, I can’t. Yes, I can!” And back and forth it goes. I know that there are so many factors that will make Sunday ideal – good weather, tons of other runners, adrenaline . . . I think I can, I think I can, I think I can . . .
13.1 or bust!
Posted on November 15, 2012, in The Abundant Life and tagged half-marathon, racing, recovering from an injury, running. Bookmark the permalink. 4 Comments.
Well . . . you may “think” you can but I KNOW you can. You can do anything you put your mind to. Trust me, I know–I’ve seen it! This is very exciting and I can’t wait to hear all about it after Sunday!
Thanks sister! Love you!
Oh friend, this marathon has got nothing on the one you’ve been running the last few years. You are physically, spiritually and mentally ready for this. I really wish I could be there to cheer you on as I’ve done and continue to do in life. Love you!
You’re the best. Love you!